Hi Everyone, i am just annoyed that i had poured my heart out to a senior Psychiatrist who later sent me a letter saying that there was nothing he can do with me and that i should have just contacted Health in Mind in the first place - basically i wasted his time.
Yet during this assessment meeting he agreed that was maybe something he could treat.
Ok, here`s the thing - i had a heart op in 2010. During this operation, i have since learned, there were complications resulting in the operation taking 6 hours longer than expected, the need to alter anesthetic, need for Insulin and Adrenalin, etc, and i spent 4 night on ITU instead of 2. My recovery time since this operation is basically still going on.
Since this op i have had a very profound, and sometime very loud heartbeat. This heartbeat can be powerful enough to effect my whole upper body. (i play darts and this effect can be so bad at times that the scorer is worried for his life )
This `thump` also keeps me awake at night as i cannot find a comfortable position that is also quiet enough for me to sleep.
This has caused for me to need to have had more sick days from work than i would have liked - as i just couldn't carry on. This has now led to me almost being sacked 3 times - 2 years ago i was reduced to 2 days per week (for my Health) but my sanity and finances is now wearing very thin.
The reason i visited the psychiatrist in the first place was to be assessed to find if i have been mentally effected by any of these issues - and to be basically told 'Nah, there is nothing wrong with you - as you do not fill all the boxes for PTSD.
For me to have nearly all the symptoms of PTSD but not get any diagnosis except a bit of Anxiety and Depression is quite frankly a kick in the teeth.
Has anyone else had problems like these or am i just overreacting ?