So I made the decision to go for early retirement due to my ptsd. I did what pensions advised (or rather my husband did). By ringing my place of work and asking for PEN22A for to enable me to take early retirement. I am terrible on the phone so hubby did it for me. Hubby happened to mention that in his opinion they were not supportive and their duty of care was severely lacking. My ptsd is as a result of 15 years in high risk employment and numerous serious assaults.
Today the day after I say I want to take early retirement. They have hand delivered a letter saying they are putting together a panel to discuss capability issues and will consider terminating my employment. They have told me to attend. I am not able to go to something so formal. I do not want them to see me like this.