As a short background story: my husband is narcissistic and has abused me in multiple ways over many years. I have grown, studied through this situation, and looking for the day when I can walk out from this 'marriage'.
He has a very unpleasant character and many behavioral issues. One of his chronic issues is to make it difficult to get out of the home together whenever we need to go somewhere. Since his lifestyle differs from mine, he likes to stay awake for a big part of the night, making it difficult for him to wake up in the morning. Actually he does not respect my time and presence even if he happens to be awake. He loves to put me down, minimize me, and delay leaving a house just to feel important. Such behavior has caused a lot of trouble between us and at some point, it started causing me panic attacks. Despite my suffering, he has not changed his behavior. This has led me to stress out just thinking about the upcoming events and the need to go anywhere altogether. Years-long unresolved problems have escalated so that when I must wake him up (at a previously agreed time) I become extremely nervous, I could say hateful about the situation and towards him. I have no patience. I may even behave in a spiteful way.
Is this outcome expected and normal? Who is the abuser in this situation, me or him? Am I allowing his abuse to change me? Or is it all a normal trauma response? Can anyone clarify, please?
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You said "so that when I must wake him up (at a previously agreed time) I become extremely nervous." If that is the biggest problem at this time, why doesn't he use an alarm clock to wake himself up instead of you having to wake him up? I know that isn't the whole problem and that doesn't solve everything else, but it might help a little.
He has an alarm, even more than 1, but he does not wake up. I believe that the whole block building wakes up from his ongoing alarms, but not him himself.
I agree, you need to leave him. He will never change. I have just walked out on my ex husband over night and started a new life. Make sure not to date another narcissist again and get lots of information/help online.
I can actually feel myself in your position, 30 years I suffered at the hands and mind of a narcissistic evil violent, verbally abusive, physically abusive and psychologically abusive and other things which are not right in repeating it just sickening
Exclusion, they love that that’s power, they love the power you to themselves, you suffering, they enjoy it, they know what they’re doing most likely he’s intelligent so he’ll play on it. He might say things like I know what I’m talking about I am the professional. 34 years and counting and I’m still being abused because he will not admit that our home is the one thing I want and he does not want me to have anything.
Please be careful he tried to kill me twice. I survived by the grace of God my advice to you is get your money in order. Make sure that you are secure in your home then either, get a court order to make him leave the home, if you don’t want it leave leave because if you don’t, it will only get worse. I know what I’m talking about. I’m a professional believe me.Make sure you have your own bank account and if you leave him or make him leave make sure you transfer all your money into your own account, I’m learning I keep on learning I’m finding myself now. because of his money and power I’m going to be homeless. Because he has the money and he’s playing on that.. take care God bless you, and if you need any help or support I can help you in anyway I can, refuge is amazing organisation. Love Liz. 🙏🤗
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