Hi, I'm new here. I have had to deal with the painful realization that I am a scapegoat for my narcissist mother who never loved me, and have been cut off from my family for good. After finally reaching out to a therapist and psychiatrist who diagnosed me with CPTSD, I have (again!) fallen on some financial difficulty which makes me question if I can afford to continue my treatment. It's then when the fear and paralysis creep in and here I am on my couch where I feel so terrified and alone and like nothing will change. I have been prescribed with Prozac at 20mcg to couple with EDMR therapist. My partner is the only one making money right now and it's barely enough to cover all our expenses. Is it worth continuing my treatment? Wondering if anyone can relate.