Don't know. If I did not reply, it is because I did not get any messages. Except one actually and thank you so much, for the person who replied that God loves me more than I know. I really appreciated it. And want to talk to you, although all I have the strength for today is to click on the buttons I know....so just writing...
Property management lady has to 'walk thru' this week. She triggers me and I have been going into rage/terror. Cannot write much, too tired. Just need to do it I guess, get it done, just overwhelmed and last night, dissociating badly.
None of my family seem to really want to own up to adult responsibility 
Betrayal triggers - rigid pride, secrecy, and dishonesty 
[OFF TOPIC] My Crash
Where do I go from here?
