Good morning friends
This morning is we'd 11/26/14 . I don't like myself right now. Last night I did it again. Did not want to feel my feelings of loneliness and fear. The feelings often I will avoid or escape them into some type og unconscious adiction to self sabotoge. This is madness, yet I keep doing it over and over. Yet I keep doing the same action time and time again. Feeling hopeless. Even the 12 step group that I attend will not return my calls becuase I am a chronic relapsed. 2 to 4 times a week. Is there hope for me friends?