Last few months have been dreadful even for me and i've not been good for a long time. Diagnosed officially in May/June and still on a merrigoround for medication and treatment to try and sort me out onto an even keel. My mothers had an affair and then blamed it all on everyone else that no one trusts her after everything thats come out. Whenever new stuff gets found out she claims she's depressed but all other times she is adamant that she's not ill. I've been living out of bags at friends and my boyfriends to avoid it all and try to help myself as my pain is only getting worse from stress, frustration, anger and total lack of sleep. I've been moved onto sertraline, zomorph and looking to go onto pregabalin but nothings working and my gps are back at their 'we'll see how you go' phase when i am at the end of my tether and everyone knows it. I am at a loss at what else to do. Neithrr of my parents have the remotest support or guidance for me as they only care about if they divorce who gets what and both are trying to 'win' me on their side against the other. I cant live like this.