Have been completely exhausted and late for college twice with the tense morning muscles. Found out yesterday I had to be in toady & had to stay off to rest, as 4days was just too much for me. I feel such a failure.
Doesn't help I argued about the morning schedule with my sister. We argue easily so I put off telling her she was making me only have 40 mins to get ready every morning. I had been working around her getring up at 5am on certain days for the last 2weeks but it resulted in me being late and more exhausted it's difficult as it is for me to wake up. She gets up 2 hrs before she leaves and I leave 1hour before her. So I'm waking at 6 am and waiting half an hour to get in the bathroom. Got up before her and I was in her way apparently. Got shouted at by her on my first day of college.
It is pretty petty I am probably sucked into the drama of a 21year old (her age). She is highly strung. I am just ranting so feel free to ignore lol but what really hurt me is she said I shouldn't be going to college, im stupid to do so and it's my fault if I can't get up. Also added at one point that I'm selfish and feeling sorry for myself expecting everyone to run around after me. Which isn't the case there is 5 other people in my house and if I can't manage to make myself something I don't eat. I never expect or ask anyone except my mum occasionally to get me a drink or that if I can't get down the stairs on really bad days.
Think it's just one of they days today! Got a few days off and hopefully be back to myself in no time. Especially for college monday, I'm not giving up