I for got.

[lovelyredhead]

I also have balance problems ,an tremors, and iv fullen over in the last 6months ,8 times ,broke 3 teeth ,not happy and my hair is fulling out in handfulls,

Iv always worked ,I was Hairdresser ,Beautian, Nail teck ,Make up Artists ,Teacher ,Hair Extensions ,Massage therapist ,Reiki healer.Manufacture of organic nail products ,Mail order company. I wish I hadn't stopped to help the car accident ,because then I wouldn't have got hit by the car ,I lost my 3 company's ,my home ,my husband ,my life and don't think I got compensation ,nope not a penny .

Think before you help someone ,it could change your life .

JACQUI x

[kathlaidlaw]

OH hunny I am so sorry how long has it been if under 3 years put in for compo or is it 6 years OH never mind but you should try and maybe it will give you something to focus on but all I can say now is I am sending all my soft hugs to you and to let you every one on here are with you and as you know there is always someone to talk to day or night soft hugs kath

[lovelyredhead in reply to kathlaidlaw]

Thank you kath ,sorry for being so Lowe ,I'm up set this week cause I also have adopted Daughter that I love to bits ,an she moving from Clacton to Dagenham ,1hr 30min away ,she's been poping in to see me for the last 3weeks ,once or twice a week ,she has a son ,an he's my Granson,I love him to bits ,I'm going to miss them so much .as far as the accident ,one was 10 yrs ago the other was ,3 yrs 6mths ,I can't find her details. And she damaged my car ,so I'm well out of pocket .

Thank you

Love an Huggs.

JACQUI xx

[kathlaidlaw in reply to lovelyredhead]

IF you have your incurans papers and if poss date and if police were involved then that is all you need and even less look it is only a phone call and most of them are free numbers . lisen hun you have nothing to loos and everything to gain just think if you did get it you could get a car and go to see your daughter and grandson when ever you feel you could drive please pleas phone before you end that down you can't get up . you must of read some of the blogs about just getting found after trying to end it plus I am always here and you can have my phone number if you need it everyone is here for you so use us before the Big Bad Hole comes around knocking on your door . extra big hugs soft wishes

[Hidden]

Oh my god I feel big time for you. ..... Please try to find positivity for your life and stay strong try not to get down .... Find some one who can help you .. My heart goes out to you it really does .. A my love Aud xx .... Big hugs xx

[lovelyredhead in reply to Hidden]

Thank you ,sorry for being down ,just so fed up with the pain .I was such a busy person ,I would work 12hr plus. Now I can't even make a cuppa ,thank you

Big Huggs ,love an light xx

[Hidden in reply to lovelyredhead]

Don't ever be sorry for how you feel ... But I've been there and I hate what this has turned me into . I used to work then go or with dog and do all my cleaning every day . My house was so clean you could eat of my carpet . These days you wouldn't dare .... You will get there ... Keep logging on and keep chatting .. Everyone here is lovely and we all will try our best to get you past this feeling ... I nearly had a break down 2-3 months ago and if it wasn't for moaning on here and the support. Given I don't know what I would have done other than have a break down..... Add me as a friend and email me anytime .. Honestly .... I don't mind speaking of it help/s......!bit you will find a lot of support here .. You are in the right place pal ...big hugs xxx

[TheAuthor]

Please take care of yourself and try and stay strong, I know that is easier said than done however. I was wondering how you felt about talking to the Samaritans? They are always there if you ever need to just unload and cry. I have pasted you their telephone number below:

Samaritans: 08457 90 90 90 (UK)

Please do not be offended by this, I am offering you this number out of friendship and concern for a fellow human being who has been through and suffered so much.

Al my hopes and dreams for you

Ken x