A NEW ME
I wish I could re-invent myself
Changing my mood to a happy one
Instead of moaning about my health
Always seeing my life as a negative run
Up a ladder of despair & always thinking of myself
My confidence drops to an all time low
Then having to climb slowly back it again
To a position of what feels normal
My face showing pain of sadness & misery
When all I want is to have the energy like the sun
I want to look at my old self as history
And make people see I can be fun
It would make my day to see
My memory and confidence grow
But my painful joints, migraines I know
Will always pull me back
My poor memory where has it gone!
I look like fumbling idiot
Where every thing seems to go wrong
I must change it, to how I want to be
That person full of life & happiness
To ignore my daily problems & just get on with it
Motivate myself to do that little more
To make my life into a better one I'm sure
So happiness is the key
To turn into a nicer me
Let's hope I can try
And say goodbye
To my old life and be free.