havent really been on the site much latley, had some days where just turning the laptop on and plugging it in has seemed like a huge task. been back to the gastro clinic the other day, its been four weeks since my upper and lower endoscopy and they say my benigne poylops are harmless and fine just left alone and all other tests come back fine which is good and i am glad about as i really worried about getting the results. he said its all down to IBS and anxiety and then discharged me to get on with it on my own! what i dont get is ive not had a bad day today, been in the sunshine cutting the grass and quite enjoyed it even though im nackard now and ive just now had stomache pains and diarrhoea, anxiety has shot up cos i feel like im gonna faint and get flashes infront of my eyes when i get like that. i just dont know what im suppost to do now? how am i suppost to progress, go out alone, and just get on with life when i keep ending up like this. im so tierd of it as it keeps dragging me down everytime i try and make some effort. im starting to think i could have certain food intolurances, not sure if ive been tested for these? i had one test done once where i had to drink an incredibably sweet drink and then blow in to a small machine every thirty mins? cant remember what that was called but it came back clear anyway. im left feeling sick now with a sore stomach and on edge. how can they say this is normal!!!!!!!!!!! anyone in a similar situation?