Well my Sunday didn't really get much better. I forced a roast dinner down me sat and watched a bit of TV. Did have some nice comments on here which cheered me up a bit.
I decided to sit down and watch a film with the family which for the first hour or so was a nice distraction. Then suddenly started to feel a bit hot and claustrophobic so I decided to lie on the floor on my own. Then my emotions started to get the better of me and my chest tighten up. It took all my strength not to break down in front of my family. I'm now in bed trying not to do just that. What's making this so hard and strange to deal with is I'm not a cryer and feeling that close to doing so just freaks me out a bit.
I'm now trying my best to relax and calm myself down. Writing this has helped a little.
I hope everyone's Sunday has been a little more cheerful than mine.