So my first post.
I had a awful night sleep. I lay in bed and it feels like the room is spinning, every negitve thought I have had is rushes around my head. I cant seem to find any rest or switch these worrying thoughts out of my head. I started dating after 3 years when i came out of a hard relationship. Been just seeing how things go since last October,
She knuffing like me which I quite like and she said she like that. She not creative but very academic. Were both very busy but part from when were together if lucky a few hours every 3 weeks she will reply messages every now and then but never in away as she feels she cares much. I feel I need that sense that she cares. She probably does but I get in such a mess, I cant think positive about these things. But I lay in bed and I m she telling me in my mind she doesn't care etch, its horrible.
Course is couring me not sleep much. I m up intill 3 am most days, i m doing work and alot of the time is because i m so drawn into it and tiring me out.