today i went to visit my uncle who has just had a op . i went with my mum and her friend .
On the way home my mum was chatting to her mate about my uncles step son and what a naughty lad he was and man he is ,
she was telling her mate about how he took my brother shop ifting when they were young , she was also telling her about her how he has been inand out of prison for sexual abuse including tht of his daughter .
What has made me really ill this eve as when i was 10 i told my mum that he had raped me and she to this day has never mentioned it since its ike she has loked it out of her mind ,
i hurts so much that she goes on about the way he led my brother astray and what he has done to his daughter etc but ignores what i told her as if i dont matter i wasnt and am not important ,
i was stuck i in the cr with this so couldntven escae it today
i have now come home got the vodka out drank to much i dont drink a t all normally and have self harmed i am home alone and noone to talk to sorry i knwo that i have saod far to much and pease forgive me just had to scream