I just wana know was i out of order telling my partner that i felt like a spare part. He had gone to his Mums. His Mum came on the phone and told me that i should be more patient with him being poorly. Ranting and raving isnt going to help, and no wonder he does not want to be near me.
I have done everything in my power to help him. His Mum is the one that stresses him. Ranting at him, that he doesnt care. She pushes him away, but now i am the big bad bitch. I ended putting the phone down on my partner (now ex) because i was so upset. He didnt defend me, hasnt been in touch to see if i am ok.
Sorry for the rant but i dont like being portrayed as the bad one. i have done nothing wrong barr vent a little at him for the first time in ages. Its happened before where his mum kicked me out of the house for no reason...............i had to apologise for doing nothing wrong. She lived in scotland at the time. He didnt defend me then either.
I said earlier in the blog i wouldnt let anxiety destroy us, it was something else instead.