Hi all been a few weeks in a recap after a crap life and a few personal stressful situations im a fellow anexity sufferer. my head is so full of crap i could bore u all night and never scratch the surface. i usually am a slave to ocd from my curtains being wonky stupid yes i know to i mark on a wall meaning the whole thing gets scrubbed. but a month ago i deceided bugger off i need a life, now my aniexity only came back big time in oct but since then ive been house bound i was given propalane but i dont like them so i take one a day. but tyou know what since my bugger off stage i can say no attacks at all on a big scale a few on a smaller scale but ive choose to ignore them . i cannot see my councellor cos i cannot leav the house and unless i wanna so away with myself im not alud them at my home. so im asking any ideas the next step is getting out. i want my life back my hubby is very ill and my 2 kids have had near death experience n life is to short bloody hell them 3 are ill and they never complain life is short for them more than me and i do feel guilt that im being like this yet they can live but i cannot break the barrier. i go outside but automatically shut the gate as if to shut out the world. now the thing is i need help fast as my hubby expectin me to go to his mums in april other end of country and if i dont ill be frowned on. also the people round my area are spreading rumurs that me n the hub are divorced n ive moved away. as a surprise to the mum in law has booked me a 2 week break in spain in july hellppp. so please suggestions thaks in advance donver x
Content on HealthUnlocked does not replace the relationship between you and doctors or other healthcare professionals nor the advice you receive from them.