Sorry to be a burden again with my moaning, but im feeling really down again. Ive found out that my boss replaced me a couple of days after i had to leave work with my anxiety. I was only working there for 2 months but i loved the job, and after 25 of not working and bringing my kids up, this job meant the world to me because i was back with horses which i love and it got me out of the house and i felt needed. Im so depressed seeing pictures of a girl on facebook doing my job and riding a horse i used to look after, posted by my ex boss. I feel unwanted, not needed and a complete failure, not one of them have even asked how i am either. Im isolated and ive not been out in weeks, since leaving my job to be honest. I really cannot be bothered doing anything at all, im not looking forward to anything and im just not in the christmas mood. My xmas tree is still in its box waiting to be put up, but i just cant be bothered. I feel im going to ruin Christmas for my family and i just dont want to be here anymore.