just came across this page and found it quite interesting that there are people out there that actualy feel the same way i do, i have suffered from anxiety, depression and panic dissorder for the past 6 years. it even got to the point where i got sectioned under the mental health act, after several failed suicide atempts. yes i have got it bad,,, ihave good days aswell as very bad days...at the moment im going through a good patch so thought id write on here. its a terible illness that a lot of people dont understand unless they have experienced it, there are times when i cant even leave the house because im so scared of the anxiety and panic dissorder, as being around other people makes it worse for me, so over the past few years ive spent a lot of time in the house.i lost my job due to this.
my partner has been a real rock for me as shes understands me better than anyone. and the only time i feel safe out of the house is when shes with me to support me. ive had numerous counciling sessions and c.b.t which have helped me,,although i do find c.b.t to be very scary. i feel like my therapist is getting into my head...i guess that sounds strange, but thats the way i feel. ive been on various medication and find sertraline has worked better for me than most other medicines. and hopefuly one day i will be able to leave this bubble that i live in and resume to a normal life. i wish any of you out there that suffers with this the very best in your fight against it.. because as you will know its one big fight