Well I feel like such a failure! My daughter has been really sick due to her liver yes she was somewhat a wild child with drugs an God only know what she's clean but husband isn't . I feel so bad because she has to have more test done tomorrow an of course my anxiety is full blown I even had to leave my doctors early I got so sick, I'm so upset with myself an concerned for her because she is really bad off I soooo hate being this way I just want it to stop even half of my siblings will not talk to me because of my anxiety I just don't understand I've always been there for them!!! Am I a bad mother or what God please forgive me!!!!!!