FED UP DEPRESED
LONELY
TIRED
JUST WANT TO
SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP AND NEVER WAKE UP
WOULD KILL MYSELF
BUT HAS I SIT HERE WATCHING MY
16 YEAR OLD CHILD
i KNOW ITS ONLY SHE THAT WILL SUFFER
BUT SHES SUFFERING WHY
MY FAMILY KEEP TELLING ME IM MAD
WHEN I ASK WHAT THE DIAGONIS
IS THEY SAY ITS THE WAY i ACT
AND BEHAVE
FED UP OVER 10 YEARS WAITING
WAITING
WAITING
AND WAITING
NO ONES FEELING MY PAIN
OR HEARING MY CRY
NOT LONG LEFT
CHILD STARTS COLLEGE SOON
THEN OFF TO UNI
IN TWO YEARS
IF LIFES NOT CHANGED
AND IS JUST THE SAME
WILL KILL MYSELF
IM SO FED UP
TO BLACK TO BE LOVED
TO FAT TO BE LOVED
Hey easier said than done but don't give up hope I often think if it wasn't for my children I wouldn't be here, you keep going for your children, them growing up doesn't mean their pain would be any less. You sound in a very bad place, talk to someone, if not family then your GP, The Samaritans, a friend, anyone you feel you can. Don't go through it alone.
thaks wish I could dont speak to family has its famiy that have made me this way have now just left them alone one week today
dr knows how bad it is but wont do nothing keep changing drs same thing haswhen im ok no one notices but when I slipp people just tell me im bad caus im black
my daughter is thej one thing that keeps me breathing