I feel unbalanced.. It's driving me crazy.
I feel like going to sleep & never wanting to wake up..
These past few days have been misery, im either dizzy or anxious.
I feel tired.
I just don't want to do this anymore
I feel like im not even living anymore, i don't feel like myself
I have no choice but to sit & cry & hope that i feel better.. Maybe it would be better just to die.
I'm so frustrated, i dont want to sit at home anymore.
Maybe thats why im feelin like shit, i need to be out & at work & with my family.
I need something to cope with this monster.
I'm becoming depressed and hopeless, i need a way out.. I should try CBT ? Or pills.. Anything! I'll do it..!!!!!! I don't want this feeling. Especially when i feel dizzy.. I'm done crying now, and i'll just lay down take a nap..
Hope all is well with all of you..
~Vic xo