2017 all over again

I tried breaking this cycle in 2017 and now I'm back where I started, man mental health and depression is a lonely cycle and now I'm dealing with people stalking my house. Fighting so hard to keep myself in a positive space, but the environment as well as this day and age we're living in is very tough. but I have faith that god will see me through whatever I'm going through, just like he saw me through in 2017. he really saved my life, and through him I am fearless, but it left when I lost my closest companion, the only person I know who loved me more than she did herself. she also gave me strength.

any tips and ideas on what I can do to aid me out of this situation that I am in?

I want to move but my grandmother keeps me here because I worry about her. she's 67 and the last thing I need is to leave, trying to think about myself and the worst happens.

I'm also seeking a way to make some money to sustain but I just can't leave the house.