Ok so this may sound odd, but I am a heart worrier and worry about my heart rate going up and up til it explodes.
And thanks to the pandemic I have developed outrageous beliefs around it, this recent one being worse. So learning more about the word "compulsive" and how it means an obsessive urge to do something, it triggered me immensely because now I think I'll develop a "compulsion" to make my heart rate go up or to have constant panic attacks. It makes me think I'll die because of it. I know it sounds silly and it is, but I don't know how to feel about it. Any advice? Thanks