Loosing it

[Brokenworry18]

Hey everyone,

So I have been to see my neurologist a few times. I have had MRI CT ALL OF IT. I’m still having symptoms that are very concerning. I feel spaced out, dizzy at times, I feel I have cognitive decline, jumbled speech at times, and now even today I put on mismatched shoes!! I’m at work crying freaking out because I know something is wrong with me! I have even taken memory test online and printed some off and taken them! Idk what to do anymore. I just needed to vent .... I’m scared and worried! I feel like I’m loosing my mind literally

[The_Lord_is_with_Us]

I've read your previous posts. You have anxiety ... no mystery about that. And you're a young millennial mother, so I know you're stressed and, as a millennial in the digital age, probably doing all kind of things that are detrimental to your health.

I had SEVERE Generalized Anxiety Disorder ... and AFIB ... and tachycardia ... and a number of other 'supposed' maladies and physical manifestations.

For awhile, every time I felt some hideous symptom I was off to the doctor for more testing more pills more anything. I just needed someone to confirm what I was dying from and to give me some miracle pill to make it better. I never found it.

I realized EVERY strange symptom was ANXIETY, and I had to take responsibility and heal it on my own. Anxiety is the great mimic of every kind of dreaded disease imaginable.

And of course you can't sleep. You feel like you are dying .... or your loved ones will die. You think who will look after mom ... the kids .... my husband ... after I am gone. You're not going crazy ... it's just the mimic anxiety again ... filling your head with negative thoughts.

You have to come to terms with anxiety. Know it will not hurt or kill you. End the cycle of fear, negativity, and poor thinking .... then you can move on to healing and remission like I did.

As SEVERE as my case was ... I'm convinced anyone with anxiety can beat it if they just have the proper outlook of it and a toolbox to work with. I will send you my plan that ended it for me. I feel quite well today ... and if you take my advice, you, too, will leave the anxiety behind and hopefully help others who are lost find their way.

[Brokenworry18 in reply to The_Lord_is_with_Us]

Thank you so much! It’s so hard to truly believe it could be anxiety!! I appreciate you! Ok I’ll message you back