Litterally at breaking point

[Chaseincc]

Im litterally at my breaking point now , i dont know what else to do or go , a week ago i went to ER and got blood test and they said my thyroid levels were a little low its been a week since then and havent been able to see a primary care doctor for test because ive been home for the last 2yrs due to anxiety i have no money to pay bills and my ID expired so i can get a primary care doctor then what makes it worst is ive been to the hospital soooo many times people will think im just playing around i havent had a meal in about a year all i eat is m&ms and milkshakes , they told me i need to get thyroid levels checked and im scared im gonna choke to death cause by my thyroid , i litterally dont get why wouldn't they just keep me in the hospital to treat me for the thyroid i dont wanna die im only 22 and the last 4yrs have been tooken away by anxiety my thyroid dosent feel swollen either i think its acid reflux im in the US and im litterally just tired of posting on here everyday and calling the ambulance if all their gonna do is send me home