I think " yhink i been over paid not sure but i be scared to spend mostly lent money out to my boy i get it back. It's just the worry I hate owing money it's their fault if they have over paid me and i didnt know for ages and I'mterrified of these people they can be really horrible people. I have people to fight in my corner because I'm vulnerable in so many ways especially when I'm dehydrated.
I miss pepper so much i could talk to her it was a kinda realease.
I hope I havent got long to go I cant handle another 5 to 10 years of this. Isolated nobody to talk to. I have my boy but i dont want him worrying he's so dependant on my to.
Live is tough and if you haven't a great income lifes a struggle. People dont know how lucky they are.