Hey guys I’m struggling again! I wanted to scream and jump and crawl out my skin , I’m so sick of it and fed up with this stupid anxiety. And I feel ashamed that I’m complaining like I shouldn’t complain. I just can’t deal today , I’m weak , and I’m afraid that if I’m admit I’m weak I could eventually lead to suicidal..
I love life and I love to live and I love my family! And I love my self .... so I don’t have a plan but I’m just afraid and struggling with this! I haven’t been on medicine for 9 months and I did so well! I think it’s time to get back on! I’m just so hopeless right now! And I know I’ve read I shouldn’t rely on people to pick me up out of this (or maybe I read it wrong ) but I’m weak guys and I I just want to be better I want to be happy ! I hate this anxiety that’s taken over me !