Everyday I wake up with palpitations that I can actually hear and feel in my head and heart and I get sharp and tingly pains in my left hand, I think its because I haven't gone outside for 3-4 years from acrophobia I'm really weak and my heart has had no exercise and just adrenaline from constant panic attacks and stress I went to the hospital about 4 months ago and they said I had an irregular heart beat but when I saw the next doctor I had calmed down somewhat, he said it was fine then I saw another doctor there and he said it was anxiety and gave me Cipralex (Escitalopram) 10mg a day and it made me have constant head aches so I had to try get off them and it took me all till now to ween off them and I still have side effects like electro zaps from them, all that aside I have a constant feeling that my bodies accepted that I'm dead soon and theres no way I can fix it as I cannot go outside..
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