Hi all new here
I’m here due to anxiety witch is so bad lately it’s unbelievable what’s it’s doing to me
Think a lot is due to constant worrying about my heart things like odd funny beating sensations
I don’t no maybe like flutters that can feel like it’s tickles and feel I need to cough or slow beating extra beats feels like heart maybe having spasms all sorts of odd feelings and I get palpitations too
It’s driving me nuts as I see most people say I think it will stop and I’ll be dead horrible thought that
It seems to be on most the day and at night I think I’m scared to sleep in case it stops in my sleep
I have seen doctors and cardiologist in past cardiologist twice said all was ok
Think they mentioned ectopic beats I had a Doppler years ago when it all started and plenty ecgs xrays all that last time was 6 years ago
Be even then it still won’t let me free from it it’s like my heart as become a part of lifetime of worry checking it pressing my fingers on ribs thinking it’s beating odd again as usuall
I do have other symptoms of course related to the anxiety even been times when those other symptoms have made me think it’s my brain you no the thoughts of serious illness brain tumour ms all those things
I keep haveing niggley pains in arms like shoulders then near elbow then wrist twitches so much stuff it’s hard to believe it’s all going on
Then all this with my heart I no most all feel the same but yea it’s caused me to feel so depressed morning time
I could write so much but maybe I’ll start with this for now thanks
It’s all horrible isn’t it, it’s unbelievable what anxiety does to the body, and there’s so many physical symptoms. We’re a nice lot on here, and it does help to talk and say how you feel, and some days can be better than others, it can change so much from day to day
It certainly can laniben I’m sure most if not all could write a book on our symptoms and how it stops you living a positive life
Mines been on and of since I was 17 really
You’d think by now I’d be bulletproof from whatever it throws at me but it doesn’t work that way
You can have previous symptoms that are the same but scare you just as it did the
Or lovely new ones that throw you into a whole new ball game and really beak you down leaving you physically drained and mentally also
I can’t seem to get past the whole heart situation it seems to torment me and as it’s your heart your frightened to do anything much
I try to have good days but the funny heart sensations can come on at anytime and last all day or less depending how it wants to punish me and exhaust me basically
I get breathless from coming up
Stairs to sometimes just taking it’s
Mad
Or if I get worked up over a situation it feels like my heart Carnt handle the pressure from it or anything that’s stressful like it’s just so weak
It’s definitely preventing me having any sort of life
I can relate to the breathlessness, sometimes Ive walked to the corner shop and Im puffing as if Ive just walked up a mountain. I had anxiety 6 years ago for first time and I didnt know what the hell was happening to me, and although i had a few physical symptoms I managed eventually to get over it, it left a bit of anxiety there but nothing i couldnt handle, then in March it came back big time with symptoms id never experienced before, in fact some of them i actually thought i had something wrong with me, but there wasnt.
Life can definitely seem to dish things out to you at times. Then I have to think how many people are out there with something a lot worse, sometimes that helps sometimes it doesnt, and having to fit life in around it all is the pits, ive never done that before. Well on here we’re all friends from all over the place, some in the UK some not
Hi Cmt,
sounds like you have health anxiety,just like me since 1993.I am from England and i am fed up of h/a i bet you are too?i will write to you about it if you want?
Geezer46