I have been struggling recently. Dark suicidal thoughts are returning, I had my first panic attack in a month yesterday. I spend most of my time staring at the walls and ceiling not wanting to leave the house or my bed most days. I quit my job,I wasn’t really able to do it anymore anyways.
I stare at my wheelchair and cry 😢 constantly,knowing thAt I will b in it for the rest of my life.
I’m lashing out at everybody lately. Even on here when I had a go young lady struggling with her situation. I’m becoming bitter and very angry 😠.
I guess you get what you deserve in this life.