Well I stopped the xifaxan... it made me feel like I couldn't even breathe. It was so bad I couldn't even walk through the mall. Now I'm back to square one. I stopped work again but I may be able to go back in January. Anyways my anxiety, obsessive thoughts, fear of EVERYTHING is back with a vengeance. I feel so depressed like I just want to stay in bed and cry. This is so frustrating. I'm just venting right now, it helps a lot!