Looking back I've been a worrier since I was 8, I've always had a wild imagination and in my teenage years I started worrying about my health and that's when I developed OCD. However I lived a great normal life I did not have any physical symptoms and in general I was happy and able to live normally. I think in my 20s coffe made me feel nervous I would describe it to people as if feeling like I was about to go into a job interview.
Anyway my point to all this is only at the age of 30, 2 months after having my second child did I develop these debilitating physical symptoms and a full blown mental disorder and it's been 3 long years up and down.
Anyone have some insight into why only now I experience such terrible physical anxiety when before it was only really mental? And anyone else had a similar experience?