My psychologist said something to me and it's making me think. She was saying how holding in emotions can cause physical pain and bring on illnesses. I'm just wondering how true this is. I've had blood tests done and they all came back good/negative etc. I just have to get my mind right I guess. I'm changing my career, signed up for online college, and start a new job Monday. If this doesn't work then idk what to say lol. Then I'm going to seek further help and maybe consider meds to get my mind back right. Some people are suggesting weed but I think that'll make me even worse.