Feeling hopeless

[Chala555]

Its such a drag to wake up in the morning feeling disoriented and having no connection to your surroundings. I think to myself "is this what im going to go through everyday for the rest of my life?" I have trouble sleeping at night, which is when i feel that i dont exist and just scares the hell out of me. The only time i dont think about it is when i get up and start functioning. Even then i still feel depressed. I havent thought of suicide but i just feel like i cant live like this and it kills me just thinking about it.

[HopingCat]

I'm dealing with the same thing. For almost 5 months now. Waking up still feeling that disconnection from myself and surroundings. Questioning reality and the stupid existence stuff. I don't know what you are dealing with but I'm dealing with depersonalization/derealization and it is sucking the life out of me. Hang in there! We will get better.