After a year of going through withdrawal from a certain medication, I thought I was on the road to improvement. In October 2016 I started to feel more daily panic....I now feel totally hopeless that I will ever conquer my panic disorder. Yes, I am on meds, yes, I see a physciatrist, yes, I have been to CBT classes, yes, I WANT to be normal...but it all seems so hopeless. Fear can be very powerful. I guess I just needed to put down what I'm feeling at the moment. I know I am not alone with anxiety.....I just have to take it a day at a time.