Its time to start new in my life i cant keep looking back at the past and keep thinking what i could of done differently all i can do is learn from it ..
iam going to try and go to a mother and baby unit for mums just like me with mantel health like that i hope i can keep my baby and get even more help for my depression and prove to social services i can look after my baby my oldest kids are meant to be going to my mums she will have guardianship over them we have one more court for it hope it all goes well then when my life is 100% back to normal i will have to prove to the court all the changes i have done to get my oldest kids back i just hope i can get in to that mother and baby unit and keep my baby and start a new start and slowly get my life back on track
no matter what i just have to keep fighting and never give up even when things get hard