Hi, I'm feeling extremely nervous about a new job I'm starting tomorrow. I suffer with anxiety and have struggled in previous jobs because of it and consequently had to leave my previous job a few months ago because I was going through a tough time of it, mainly because of a big family break up.
I've been having hypnotherapy since I left my job and it is really helping but it feels like I'm completely overwhelmed with anxiety and feeling panicky worrying about tomorrow. I haven't met any of the managers or my new colleagues as I had a telephone interview so the thought of meeting a new team who I've never even seen before is also making me feel really anxious. I also have confidence issues so worry whether I will fit in and if I will be able to do the job as I'm expected to.
I want to get back in to work as I've had some time off and it's starting to become a struggle financially, I also don't want my partner to have to work and pay for everything as it's not fair on him. I feel as though a couple more months off may have just given me that extra time to get back on track. But this job came up and I was lucky enough to get it.
Sorry to go on on here but I'm really struggling today. I know I will probably be up half the night worrying about it too.