So as I've already stated in my prior post I am suffering from some intense anxiety the past couple months. One of the main things that triggered this episode of anxiety is the fact that my best friend and roommate left me high and dry in the middle of us leasing an apartment together. Ugggh this made me so angry, but most of all hurt. I moved in with her cause we were best friends and I thought i could trust her, she knew all my secrets and demons that I was struggling with, and to have her stab me in the back was one of the worst things that could have happened to me at that point in my life. Just when I was starting to get a little relief and started accepting what she did to me, her sister reaches out to me on Facebook today; she starts telling me about these lies that my roommate has been conveying to her about me (pretty much making me look like the bad guy) this of course makes me angry and hurt all over again 😩
I needed to let that out and vent, so that I don't let it bother me further
Thanks for listening guys!