My daughter is expecting a baby and is 38 weeks pregnant. . She has just found out that she will need to be induced as baby isn't putting on any fat. So this is all happening next Wednesday afternoon.
I have arranged to have 3 weeks off work to be with her and her partner.
She phoned this afternoon to say don't come up til Wednesday but I thought that was cutting it a bit fine so we agreed on Tuesday.
I have thought all along that I would be at the hospital with her , not necessarily in the room, but available.But now I find she doesn't want that.
I have made myself really anxious and upset worrying , all the worst things of course, about her and baby and I felt quite hurt about it all. They seem to not expect me to be anxious.
I know I am being silly but this is my first grandchild and I want things to be ok. I just feel so tearful.
I really just needed to get this written down and know this is the best place I can do this.
Thanks for reading. Julie xx