I've just found this site and I really need help. I have diagnosed myself with this after loads of research and I've had it for years now. It's got so bad recently I don't know what to do. I've self harmed before as it's got so bad to the point where my body just felt numb and I needed to feel something, anything.
My body is always partly numb, my eyes are constantly blurred as though they're tight and heavy. My head feels so heavy, I feel like I'm completely detached from the world, sometimes I'll be around people and I'll have to take a step back and recoup because it gets so bad. It's ruined my social life, my life and I look at my daughter and cry because it doesn't feel like she's here.
I really need help guys, is anyone going through the same thing? How can I deal with it please.