Recently I've had so much stress. I'm 40 days clean of alcohol and drugs. My aunt was killed and I started blaming myself I tought I did something therefore someone took it against her and I felt that guiltiness crushing on my chest, we found out that cause and I felt relief. After this a friend of the family die from cancer and it was painful to see her through the process. I started feeling fatigue, got diarrhea, it's maybe due to my long years of heavy drinking. So lately I feel ill I google my symptoms and I start diagnosing myself. I got blood tests done dr said it's all normal. Then I think what if I did show up on the test. I feel guilty for my daughter and my girl. I look at them and freaked out about anything. Can anxiety make me feel watever symptoms I read. Then my brain produces them on my body. ?