I feel horrible. I can't grasp on this anxiety and I've suffered for 8 going on 9 years now. And I still can't understand it. Why am I always jittery. Why am I always paranoid or nervous or scared? My heart is Racing out my chest. I feel like my life is ending. Even though iam taking medication it feels like it's getting worse. 😥 I need helpbi need friends I can relate or come to for advice. Iam Losing it.