I cannot wait any longer!! I need to get on sometype of meds. Iam always thi king about DEATH or how iam going to die (Heartattack) i keep getting these sharp pains in my shoulder blade and on my chest and it scares me. I just want to get On meds and Just handle it one step at a time. Right now with no meds at all iam going crazy. I cant sleep i cany enjoy my days i wake up already feeling like shxt. And my heart is always beating fast. I know my body is so use to being nervous all the time but sometimes i am just Hanging out and Boom it hits me. I hate that! Its ruined everything about me! My personality my Life My emotions My thoughts! I hate you ANXIETY!!!
(iam losing it... 😣)