I am so sad that I feel the way I do. I am so sick of it!! My mind drives me up a wall all day. My mood is so up and down and I seriously could lay here and cry all day! I started feeling better this past week and now I feel like I am at rock bottom again. I just wanna drive in the middle of no where and scream my head off! Ughh why. Why is this even a thing. My muscles are so sore in my back and it literally makes me think its my heart and of course all day it will be in my head that it is my heart. So as for today the pains I get and the anxiety wins.