Inwoke up fine today but now that i showered i feel like crap yesterday i did have one beer but that was it. Today i feel like sick to my stumach chest area i feel like my heart beat is going low man i hate this crap i tell my self that u will pass yes it will but it is scary at the same time . I hate it when intterfur my daily rutine i dont even feel like getting off the car to pick up my son from school . Im sapose to go to the mall and get the selena mac make up that just came out but man idk how i feel in the mall too many ppls its messen up my life i wish ppls like us dont have to go threw this. I mean honeslty the ppls that do hard core drugs dont get an issue like this not that im judgeing but ppls that never touch drugs have problems does that make sence . Plus my eyes are so itchy i have black cyrles i look sick why me why me ??