Hello Everyone..

[WhereIsFreedom]

My Name is Paulette

I was previously known as whereisHope.

Well ive been very Upset and Depressed These past few days and i dont know why...

Iam having suicidal thoughts and My Sharp pains Over my Chest and neck area are Coming back... iam taking LEXAPRO and Xanax But i feel like its making me feel Bad...at one point i was doing well.. And Now its staring all over again... I lost all my supporters due to My previous account being deleted and now i feel ALONE. iam sad and Lost.

[valachia-t]

Hi Paulette. How long have you been taking the meds ? Have you gave them enough time to work ?

[WhereIsFreedom in reply to valachia-t]

Hello. Ive been on the meds for 4 months. Now i use to be on them 2 years ago and now iam on the again but this time it feels weird.

[Celtic27]

Hi paulette sorry to see your having such problems have you tried to ask for a admin to talk to you ! Im guessing your in the usa as such how long have you been under care of your doctor ! The meds your taking have you been on them long is you have. Please go back to your doctor and tell them you need a urgent appointment ! If the suicidal thoughts are getting worse please try a suicide hotline and they should be able to put you in touch with the right help! Take care

[Agora1]

Hi Paulette, I remember you. I am sorry you are going through some very serious issues. You need to call your doctor asap. Maybe it's time for you to have a review of your medications. It won't take long for all your supporters to know you are back with a new name. You are not alone but I do understand in how you are feeling so lost and sad. Please get the help you need in sorting this out. We are all here for you. xx

[WhereIsFreedom in reply to Agora1]

Thanks so Much agora!

[Pat9]

Hi Paulette, I remember you .. you know some days you inspired me so please dont give up on yourself you will be fine and those who followed you will see you again do't worry sorry your low think it is the time of year many seem to be take care now xx

[WhereIsFreedom in reply to Pat9]

Thank You! That Motivated me to NOT give uP! I needed this. The support of knowing iam Not alone. Thank you again 💙

[Pat9]

Your not and never will be please keep hope always XX

[Celtic27]

This group is a great tool for anyone. Experiencing anxiety as most people in here have been dealling with anxiety for years there is help out there just ask also sometimes you will find some people suffer from depression also so all the best and hope you get well !