I use to be a happy go lucky smiling laughing , always there cheer everyone else up. Have been dealing with anxiey,panic and OCD all my life . I am female 49. Now I can bearly leave my home. Don't want to go out socially , if I have any blemishes or reddness to my face I cannot leave the house. I can bearly look in the mirror . Always obsessed About my face wrinkle, blemish pimple red or blotchy I have to check and check and check . How to love yourself as woman our weight, our skin or hair we are judges by our Beauty.