Hi everyone, so I was hanging out with family yesterday feeling anxious and all but I made myself do it . As I sat and analysized each family member I was wondering to myself how many of them feel the way I do? How many constantly worry about their health as I do ? How many of them knew that I was fighting really hard to be there and not go lock up in my room? This disease is so scary ! I just checked my pulse and it was high as usual BP was OK. We have another family function in about an hour and I'm trying to bring myself to get out of bed but I feel so helpless no energy, weird feelings in my chest , arms and back! I don't know what to do ! Lord knows I'm trying I just can't fight this feeling of anxiousness,helplessness, and all over fatigue😩😩😩 I don't know anymore!!