[UPDATE: I figured out what the name of my sickness is--Thank you @Agora1]
If you have not seen my first post please go visit that now to have a full understanding of what I am mentioning in this post.
So every night I basically cannot sleep. I always feel the need to sit up against my headboard. I feel a nauseous feeling in my stomach. I can only fall asleep sitting up. My worst night had happened this past Saturday(3/26/16). I've had as bad of a night like this(the start of it all) but it wasn't as bad. My only treatment was walking around and breathing constantly. It was so bad that I had to wake my parents(yes I am still in school) and my mother helped me and sat in my bedroom with me. I had later taken pills to sooth myself(Pepto Bismol). My symptoms were: Dizziness and nausea feeling in the stomach. I may have more symptoms that I cannot think of, but so far I have two. The dizziness isn't as often but sometimes it is. Most nights I take one Melatonin and one Pepto Bismol. It will most likely help me. I cannot get over the fact of this sickness that I have every night. I can't get a break. It all started in December of 2015(around Christmas time). I pray every night to God and also ask my family to pray for me also.
I'm now getting this feeling that I'm going to die soon. I'm too young to die. Before replying, please don't say anything like, "You're crazy, don't think that." I feel like God is punishing me for something. I feel that the pills I am taking are slowly killing me. I really need the pills to help my stomach. I pretty much cry every night because I'm sick and tired of what is happening. I asked my mom to take me to a doctor but I don't know if she scheduled an appt. I'm scared that I will go to the doctor and they will either not know anything or give me the worst. I'm REALLY looking for REAL answers. I am posting to Anxiety Support because my mother says that it could be nerves but honestly I don't feel that at all. It could be but I'm pretty sure it's not that. Please, if somebody could help solve this. I've been looking for answers since this all started. One doctor can't solve everything. I need other answers too. Thanks to everyone who has replied to my last post and to whoever is reading this. Best wishes.