Can't do it anymore.

[Brittbutt666]

I'm tired of feeling the way I do. I always fear there is something seriously wrong with my body. I don't feel myself and haven't. People keep telling me it will get better, but it doesn't and it feels like it won't. I can't deal with anxiety and keep my life together. I'm falling apart, mentally and emotionally. Know one understand what I'm going through, I don't have anyone who actually listens to me. They just tell me everything is okay, but if they could just feel how I do, they would think differently. I'm tired and stressed out. I feel like I'm starting to fall, I'm loosing myself and I can't stop.

[Hidden]

Hello. I am sorry that you are having such a bad time. And I can understand that it might feel that no one knows, or even cares, how you really feel. That is why a group like this exists. I imagine that every person in this group has gone through or is going through very similar things to you. So you are not alone, there is understanding and support available. It is not surprising that even those people closest to us can seem to lack understanding - they have little or no experience and knowledge of this illness. Its not that they dont care - its that they dont see the illness. People react to what they see, and even in these times they dont like to be confronted by something that has connections with mental health issues, even if that is not accurate. But here in this group you will find the support, understanding and comfort you need. The illness you have will make you feel all the things you have described - and much more. But it is a false reality, it is psychological warfare, and we have to develop responses on the same level. Dont feel you are alone - you are not.

Karl

[Brittbutt666 in reply to Hidden]

Thanks!!